{"id":306,"date":"2008-03-17T00:22:05","date_gmt":"2008-03-17T04:22:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/whirlwindmissions.org\/blog\/?p=306"},"modified":"2008-03-17T09:41:05","modified_gmt":"2008-03-17T13:41:05","slug":"306","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whirlwindmissions.org\/blog\/?p=306","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u00a0Sunday, March 16th\u00a0 11:59pm<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Today Kathy and I went to FBC Mountain Park, which is MY church.  I hardly ever get to attend there because I usually am speaking at another church or out of town.  It was a real blessing to me.  A very special spirit.  The waves of love for me and for my family just poured out towards me.  It was really quite overwhelming.  Kathy said I went through a whole package of kleenex.  The music in particular affected me.  Songs of love for the Lord.<\/p>\n<p>In my One Year Bible during this part of the year there&#8217;s a lot of talk in Leviticus about sacrifices.  Most of them deal with fire.  On February 20, the day after the fire, while I was in the hospital I circled the word &#8220;fire,&#8221; &#8220;burnt sacrifice&#8221; or charred bodies FIFTEEN times.  I know, because I just got up from the computer, went to my Bible and counted them.  I was the burnt sacrifice!  And I thought my son was dead.  The horror and the sorrow I felt . . . . and still feel when I think of my son in that cell, all by himself with no one to talk to.  It breaks my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure why all this had to happen.  But I believe one thing, &#8220;In whirlwind and storm is His way.&#8221;  My son had wandered from the path.  I talked with a friend of mine who is a chaplain at the Detention Center.  David was the first person to see my son after he was put in prison.  I called him today and begged him to go by and visit Jesse again.  He asked me, &#8220;Do you think Jesse is at the end of his rope?&#8221;  &#8220;I think so, David.  He seems broken and forlorn.&#8221;  &#8220;That&#8217;s when God can raise him up to the heights.&#8221;  Pray that this will be a prophecy that will be fuflilled.<\/p>\n<p>When I was in church today, during the music, I become full of His spirit.  The waves of love pouring down from the Father, I raised my hand in adoration praising Him.  Waves of love.  He loves us so much.<\/p>\n<p>And then I thought back on Leviticus.  &#8220;What he demands of us is not burnt bodies of bullocks, but a true sacrifice of praise.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Although I couldn&#8217;t sing, the muscles in my throat were clenched, as I raised my hand in adoration, I had a true sacrifice of praise.<\/p>\n<p>Paul talked about being a living sacrifice.  I&#8217;ve thought about that a lot in the last month.  I think about the Father, sending His only son, a living sacrifice. . .the pain He must have suffered to watch his little boy die.  When I thought my son was dead, and I knew in my heart nothing could survive the heat of that blaze, when I rode in that ambulance on the way to Grady. . . .the complete sorrow I felt was a pain much more severe than charred flesh.<\/p>\n<p>I never really understood the depth of the Father&#8217;s love for me, until I really realized what He did.  He sacrificed his Son, for me.<\/p>\n<p>Life is so fragile.  I covered news for years.  I&#8217;ve seen SO much sudden death.  We are but a wisp of smoke and we are gone.<\/p>\n<p>Make your life count for something more than what can be burned up in a single moment!<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know if you&#8217;ve ever experienced really severe grief.  Try and call up those emotions again.  Re-experience them.  Now transfer those feelings onto the Father and get a glimpse of what He gave us for us!  He only had one little boy.  That is great love, my friend.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0Sunday, March 16th\u00a0 11:59pm Today Kathy and I went to FBC Mountain Park, which is MY church. I hardly ever get to attend there because I usually am speaking at another church or out of town. It was a real blessing to me. A very special spirit. 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