Running around town doing errands today.

Started out at Lowes to pick up more supplies for the apartment project.

Couple of hours at Walmart getting stuff to make the apartment liveable.

Had a crew at the apartment getting the carpets cleaned. I think they did a really good job.

Went by Azalea to check on the mission kids. No one was there, guess they’d come and gone by the time I got there. I’ll go earlier tomorrow.

Ashley and I went by to see Jesse tonight. Pray for him. We have a bond hearing on April 4th at 9am. He’s very confused with his relationship with God. Tonight he was saying he doesn’t believe in God. It’s so very sad for me. I believe over time he’ll understand how much God loves him. Pray that God will reveal Himself to Jesse.

This is the hardest time of my life.

And I think of all the people who love me and are praying for me. And I wonder how people who don’t believe in God can even face another day. And it makes me sad all over again. My poor little boy. His great intellect has pulled him from the Truth.